I had a job interview this morning. I was already nervous, and to add to this, it was a group interview. All the other applicants were hearing what I said, and even thought they were very nice, I couldn’t help comparing myself to them; and I’m sure they were all doing the same. I have never been one of those people who can just make everyone in the room pay attention to them, so it was not easy for me. I do not know how to speak and make it interesting. Today I had to do that, but I couldn’t. I didn’t know what I could say.
When I left and I was asked what happened, I didn’t know what to say. I was still terrified and nervous. I felt like no one wanted to hear what I had to say, or it wasn’t impressive enough. That feeling is horrible, feeling like you have nothing to bring to the table, or at least not what they want. Asking myself, what do I say? How do I respond to that? It’s been 7 hours and I’m still nervous.
Now that is over, I just have to wait for an answer, and hope I move on to the next round of interviews.