Yesterday I was doubting myself. I didn’t think I would write about my grades on my blog. I have never been one to share my grades with people, but then writing about it was the only way I could put my feelings of disappointment into coherent words, and get it all out.
Every time I tried to explain my feeling to someone it would all become a mess, jumping back and forth, english to Spanish, Spanish to english, and a lot of “como que…” (like). When I started writing it, I really got the words out, and then I thought, isn’t this the point of my blog? To share my process towards getting my life back together? This is a very important chapter, so I decided to share what I wrote.
I expected people to be as disappointed in me as I was and that was one of the things that scared me the most. I thought you would all think I wasn’t unstoppable, but the reactions where the complete opposite of this. Your support and belief in me , your beautiful words, and your encouragement to continue helped me to see that this isn’t the end of my career as a writer, author or journalist. This was just another bump in the road. I’ve been through worse, so I can get over an F and keep going. I shouldn’t let this stop me.
Because of this I would like to thank all of you for all your unconditional support and belief in me. Without your encouraging words I don’t think I would have the courage, or even want to write again today. Because of your words, I see that I can still do this.
Thank you! Gracias!
You are all the best!